reassurances

<img src ="/img/ily.gif"> (text-style:"underline","outline")[(align:"=><=")[(bg:#315f9b)[to my buttercup]]] oftentimes i am offline, whether that means i'm busy or asleep, and your brain freaks out a lil tryna wonder if i still love you. i've made this website for u to look at paragraphs i've written! of course i'd make an archive for this eventually LMAO :3 still, i hope this is of good comfort! ily buttercup (link-rerun: "long reassurance!")[(print:"\n" + (either: ...$reassurance))] (link-rerun: "short reassurance!")[(print:"\n" + (either: ...$little_reassurance))] <button class="button">[[or read a specific one?|reassurance list]]</button> (display: "reassurance texts")

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(set: $reassurance to (a: "<b>not sick of u</b>\n `i wouldn't want anyone else, all i want is you ): & how could i not worry about someone i care and love so much? and that— thats a dream!!! it isnt prophetic or omniscient!!! it's just your own fears being reflected back to you baby, you are not a burden to me no matter how many times your fears and dreams say so! me not replying often is just making u fear more like its true but its not. i am not sick of you, i am not tired of you, you do not burden me, you are not a chore! you're my best friend and partner. also you're sick and sleep deprived which is also affecting ur emotions i think thats an okay guess,, i am not tired of you and of course you do things in this relationship, but it shouldn't be like a transactional thing like i'm only with you bcs u provide things for me? i'm not! i'm eith you for you! yes, you, baby, and i know my words are hard to believe but i swear they're true. i swear to you they are. i just want to reassure you that im not tired of you and you do contribute in this relationship and im sorry i haven't been replying as much recently. it doesn't mean that you're less important to me now it just means my body just gets sleepier for some damn reason idk of </3 im trying to get out of my 'not being an inconvenience' mindset because i know you don't think of me as one`\n <i>9/24/2026</i>", "<b>alive</b>\n `hey baby, i know i'm asleep/offline/away right now and maybe things r stressing u out so bad that u think i died! but i'm not, i promise u i'm probably off to dreamland thinking of amepan or u or our lavrenowens! the silence can feel scary i know, its not like as if i were asleep in front of u, because on your phone its just like a sudden stop in activity >: but i promise i am not sleeping to avoid you, or bcs i hate you, or whatever ur brain/mind is thinking of rn. it just isn't true, baby, it isn't! you can read the reassurances here to refresh ur mind what i think of when im asleep, which is very often good or gay things lol :3 i promise with my whole heart i'm alive, buttercup. if ur still nervous, maybe distract yourself for awhile- im bound to wake up at some point, n i do apologize if it takes hours! alternatively i lost data or signal or power, so hope it comes back if thats the case! there's a few possibilities but it all leads into the same thing: i love you, i love you, i love you! and it is genuine and true` \n 9/26/2026", "<b>sinner, saint</b>\n `honestly i could not care about catholicism at all right now in relation to whether u did bad or not- and people aren't irredeemable just for one mistake! i know for sure you aren't irredeemable! ''but i did so many mistakes'' and you grow from each of them! even if the change isn't immediate! even if you fall back into old habits! because i do that too! it is diabolical to ask of you to be a complete perfect angel saint!!! because NO one can be, baby, no one. even the best people have their worst flaws, and ya just gotta come n love that part of them too you know? and you know that i don't mean that in a toxic way, im not saying u should endure abuse or anything! but if your partner just has a quirk or annoyance, like for example, they let their dog lick their spoon (very random ik lmao) thats okay! thats just an annoyance, but you can wash the spoon! it's easily repairable and can be endearing but is annoying. fun and games literally show that even if they annoy eachother to bits they still love and care for one another! you're not the exception! i will say that you do more good than bad anyway, 1. by just existing, 2. everything else you do-- nah that's not detailed enough is it? you're learning that its okay to ask for things and be vulnerable, which is really good i love that keep doing that! you make me laugh, you make me think of things i haven't before, you make me feel creative, you make me feel seen, ultimately, you make me a very happy person! take this as your sign that i forgive u for every minor thing u do, and if by chance you somehow do a big bad thing (like, idk, murder or stealing my heart-- aiee kilig! no im jk) know this: apologize, promise to do better, actually do better. it isn't as simple as it sounds i know, but i'm always for communication and repair` \n 9/26/2026", "<b>proud</b>\n `sometimes the future is just, really scary isn't it? especially with your expecting parents and being queer. expecting, na para bang pregnant DEJK jokes aside, you hav a lot of expectations on you, and that stresses you out. this assurance is telling you that i'm proud of u! despite all the reasons you may think i shouldn't be, respectfully, fuck em, im proud of u. idc if you think that ''oh but my situation aint that bad compared to others'' bro. bro. if that was happening to anyone else i know your ass would say ''but its different whn its me'' no it aint son. im proud of you for living through every day even if its hard, even if you feel like dying, even if you hate everyone, even if it only feels like surviving. i'm proud of you for communicating with me, for sharing your thoughts with me, for sharing your art with me, for handling my heart so dearly. people often want what they don't have, that theydont realize what they currently have pretty awesome things too yknow? to you, those achievements i listed may feel small, but to me small things are to be celebrated anyway! otherwise ur self-esteem plummets, like urs rn ;P im being quite srs! i think you are too mean to yourself! you deserve to be celebrated, i promise. you're not just how good you are at school or how good you are at life, you've got your own ups in lil ways too and i value those a ton` \n 9/26/2026", )) (set: $little_reassurance to (a: "i love you buttercup!","puppy is sleeping honk shoo mimimi","proud of u today<3","yes i care","if u have 100 lovers i am one of them. if u have 10 lovers i am one of them. if u have 1 lover that is me. if u have 0 i died /ref","u r doing great baby","no matter what i'll always be with you","yes, i'm staying! cant shoo me off","take your time, ur in no rush","good boy, good girl :3","sits down and listens","you can tell me anythin, big chance i wont judge for it being cringe or anythin","want 2 b with u forever..","love ya baby<3","oh mein gott you're so pretty","ur my best friend and partner :D","love having u around truly","snuggles up to u n kisses u... :3c","i love holding u and cuddling u","u r valuable and priceless to me","be arospec i love you","be who u r, i love u for that","everyday i think: woh... im best friends w u... so cool and great", ))